"The sweetest thing in all my life has been the longing... to find the place where all the beauty came from." C.S. Lewis
I hope you find something soon! But on the bright side, Buddy Holly will be making his way to you soon! :)
I love the hilarity of the second part of that comment.
If you find said genie, send him/her my way soon!! And if by some miracle, he/she finds me first, I will pass on the joy as well. :-)